Gensiatna Leh Nuaisiahna Kal Ah..!!
( Thudik Pansan A Kigelh )
Written By: K Lianthansang
Imphal apan Dimapur zuan in Bus ah ka pai ua; Sekmai ah ann ka ne uhi. Huai hunin, zinglam dak 10: 30 vel gingta hi'n ka thei. Dimapur ka nitak tun ua; Hotel khat a lut in, ann ka ne nawn leuleu hi. Ka tuanpihte theihngei ka nei kei. Kei kia a khualzin-gamvak ngeilou himah leng, ann nekna di khop sappau ka theih ziakin, ka hithei veve hi. Unau Naga – mel-le-puam kibatpihte lak ahih zawkmah man in, ka khava law kei. Hotel a ann ka nekzoh in, Train Station lam ka naih ngal hi. Ka theihkhelh kei leh, huai hun in nitak dak 10: 00 ging ta hi.
Dimapur ah eimi tamkhop aom ngei uh ka gingta. Himahleh, tanau-laina neilou ka hihman in va kingakna zual ding a om tuan kei. Hotel khawng a va giah zengzang na ding lah sum ka nei thulim kei zel. Delhi a kilohtawm a neek zong dinga kuandek (lawmte' pang beel kawm a) ka hihman in, sum-le-pai haulua ka hihlouhdan kei-le-kei leng ka kithei hoih mahmah hi. Ka Train tuanna di pen lah, zinglam dak 5:00 lak a hong pai di ahih zawkmah ziakin, Station namse lak a zanhak ding chuh ka maban ahi mai hi. November kha ahih ziakin, a votsim hiauhiau a; thou leng athak mahmah.
Meltheih lah om mahmah lou!. Lungngai vungvung kawm a ka van teng toh ka tut ngiungiau laitak in, numei melhoih leh ngou' hiuhiau thuah khat ka kiang ah hong tu hi. Nagate hidi'n ka koih a, ka na ngaihsak zok kei zomah. Atawp in, eipau siang sitset in hon houpih a, ka halh huai zozen hi. Huai mun a hong paikhak zenzen ziak ka dot leh, " ka tanu hong tungdek a, a pi dinga hong kuan ka hi...." chi'n hon dawng hi. Huai nung sawtlou in Train khat hong khawl chet a, a tanu leng hong kumkhia hi. Anu suun in, a tanu leng a hoih mahmah mai a, singdang gamlei a eimi hichituk a hoih leng ana omkha dan ahi maw ka chi lungsim hi.
A inluahna ua kinga tawldam dingin, a nuta un hon zawn ua; ka va zui kha mawk hi. Ahia, zan daidam nuai a thoukang' ann di phet a om sangin tuh, melhoihte nuta zui leng nuamsa zawtham ding mah ka hihim hi. Sawtlou ka pai nung un, a inn uh ka tung ua; kihahsiang in, nuam takin ka om uhi. Zan sawtta mahleh, singpi hon bawl ua, TV khawng enkawm in ka houlim kha zek uhi. A inn bang uah, papi khat lem a kitaak a; a lim tunga, ' Ngilh Ni Omlou Ding ' chih a kigelh man in, a pa uh omnawnlou hingei dingin ka gingta. A insung vante uh ka en a, khawsakna haksa lua hilou uh ahihdan ka thei a; a tanchin uh theihnuamna in ka dim ngal hi.
A khosakna uh leh insung tanchin uh theinuam ka hihdan ka hilh leh, atanu in, " kei ka va kisil zual di...ka nu'n huailam hon hilh thei mahmah di ahi...." chih toh dinkhiat thuah hi. Anu'n leng agawl bang hon khuah masa zozen in, " Kou, inkuan tawmchik petmah ka hi uh. Ka pasal in hon sihsan nung kum 10 bang a paita. Ka tate leng a lian vekta ua; tuni a hong tung pen ahihleh, a neupen ahi. A upa pen Police ah pang in, Inspector dinmun (rank) len hi. Pasal a upapen toh, tuni a hongtung pen' kal ah numei khat omlai a, huai pen in AIIMS, Delhi ah sem lel hi. Kei chu, ka hihtheih pen inn ngak ahi mai. Damtheilou zomah inga, kal nawn chianga Operation kibawl ding hizomah ka hi. Huai dinga ka tanu ka sap leng ahi bok.
Hon gensau zek leng. Ka pasal ahihleh, laisiam mahmah khat ahi a, gam-le-nam a di'n leng theihtawp suah in ana pang gige hi. Zi masa leng ana nei a; zi'n a sihsan nung, kum bangzah hiam nung a kei toh kigawm ka hizomah uh. Kei a zi nihna dia a insung ua ka lut in, a zi masa toh a tate piching vekta uhi. Huchi'n, k'ong kihon khawm neinoi mai ua; kum khat zoh in nau ka nei hi. Ka nau neih nung sawtlou in, naungek hong damkei a; damdawi inn ka lutngal uhi. Ka liamna ( nauneihna) lah damdek nai teuhlou, ka tha nasan tung nailou ( nauneihna a sisan hah senglua) ahihman in, achang in ka khawphawk kei zel. Glucose khawng hon khai kawm ua; naungek leh kei hon enkol khawm ahipen mai uhi.
Kal khat mawngmawng damdawi inn a ka omnung un, ka nau' khosik hong sang hiaihiai in, hon beisan hi. Inn lam ah hon pua ua, lupna ah hon sial uhi. Ka nau deihthoh-huai mahmah vuiliam a om mai ding ka ngai ngamkei. Akiang ah va tukhe nuam mahleng, ka tha in a zoukei. Aluang bul a leng tukhe zoulou in, lupna tung ah luankhi ka nuul zawta hi. Kei' kizenlouh ziak a naungek in thuakloh hidan khawng a ngoh in ka om a, a puaknat-huai ngei mai. Ka ta deihthohtak vuina mun ah leng ka hoh zoukei a, lungkham-mangbang takin lupna tung ah hun ka zang hi. Sivui dia mipi a kuankhiat hun ngial bang un, ka nau in hon ngai lawsam di hi a chi'n, ' bawi...khase ken a, na nu'n hoihtak a hon khakhia in, na zaalna mun ding tan hong phazou kei mahleng lungkham ken aw bawi. Hon ngailua ka hi...nang paina mun ah, kei leng k'ong pai sawm teitei dia., huaihun chiangin, lungkham-mangbatnate phawknawnlou in van khawpi nuam ah I lengkhawm ta ding...laulou in pai in aw bawi..' chi'n kahtam ka lou zoihzoih hial hi.
Ka ta ka suun zoh nungin, insung ah housiatna tuamtuam ka za panta hi. Ka siamtheih tawp leh hihtheih tawp suah in pang mahleng, ka pasal loungal hon deih leh kipahpih ding a omkei. Anu taktak uh hilou ka hihdan bel ka thei hoihlua; amau toh kivual leng ka himaithei. Himahleh, a pa' zithak ka hihna zar in, neuchik bek zahna hon pesam le uh chih ka ut hi. Hon sapna ding un, " NU " chih kammal zangnuamkei mah le uh, a pa'n it leh deih a hon neih ka hihman in, amau hon nawlkhinna ding uh om hi'n leng ka thei kei. Kei ziakin, a pianna pa ngoihngoih uh leng a dawm kei ua, a kou zialzial sek uhi.
Kum 3 hoihtak ka om nung in, ka pasal toh inn apan hawlkhiat in ka om uhi. Ka mangbang ngei mai uh. Zotna ding ka theikei ua; thuumna neihlouh ngal alampi dang a om kei. Ka pasal lah mite' theih mahmah ahih zawkmah man in, vakvai ka hihdan uh kuamah ka kitheisak nuamkei uh. Zotna ding mun lah omtuanlou ahihman in, ka pasal' lawmte khat kiang ah ka pai ua; a dawr buuk zatnawnlouh uh luah di'n ka vangen tamai uhi. Ka pasal leng a zumzou nawn kei. Nidang a, asuk-atung a akizuihpihte kiang a vatai leng a utpen hikei mahleh, aloutheilou ahihman a utlouh pen leng hihkhak in omta hi. Tanau-laina ( kei' lamte) khenkhatte' hehpihna leh khotuahna ziakin, um-le-bel khawng bel ka neithei hamham ua, haksatakin ka khawsa uhi.
Huai a, ka inn ( dawr buuk lui) luahna uah kum 7 sung vingveng ka om uhi. Huai hunsung nanana tuh, khutdoh a kihi mai. Neek di khop sutuahzou hamham in ka om uhi. Inn ka luah tuung lai un, seng khawng a kuva teh pua in 'supply' ka pai zel hi. Tulai a, veng chih a dawr neu tuamtuam a vanzuak ding supply a tai, vaite toh ka kilamdang lawmlawm kei. Himahleh, Amau cycle in atai ua, kei khe in ka paithoh chihman thu lel ahi. Nitak chiangin, lehkha zial ka zial zel a, suun chianga supply ka pai chiangin, dawr khenkhat ah, honna zuaksak di un ka koih zel hi.
Hon gensau zek lai leng. Sum ka muhlouh hun a, ann ka ngolh hun uh leng atam mahmah. Ka pasal ahihleh, mite' theih dia leng zumhuai sak ziakin, inn ah ka omsak hi. Himahleh, a om maimai tuan kei. Project tuamtuam – Handicraft ( khutsiam silbawl), forestry ( gammang kepbitna toh kisai), Non-formal Education, Adult Education chihte toh kisai khawng patkhiattheih khak leh chi'n, nguun takin ana ngaihtuah hi. Nitak chiangin, ke'n leng ka thiltup uh lohchinna dia panlak didan khawng gelhkhiat pih zel in hunte ka zang uhi. Huaite toh kisai a siamna nei bel ka hi zenzen kei hial uh. Himahleh, huailam toh kisai deuh 'guide book' khawng lei in, ka pang uhi. Vakvai mahle ung, ka tupna uh bel a niamtuan het kei.
Achang in, allu ( potato) pum huan in, amin chianga tui ( water) toh gawizan khawm a ka nek hun uh leng a tam mahmah. Mittui tampi mahmah leng ka seng uhi.
Kingaihsiat-luat ziaka, sum neih sunsun a ZU khawng ka dawn hun uh leng a om veve. Huchih kawmkawm in, nau khawng ka nei hi. Nau 2na ding ka neih nung sawtlou in, School khawng ah ka semkawm a, khosakna lam chuh adan hong omdeuh hi. Ka pasal in leng a Project buaipih in a phaphet kei. Handicraft toh kisai pen mualsuah in, nasep leng kipan kawmkawm hi. Inn mun khawng bang leng, ka pa' lawmte pansan in ka leikhia ua; a lompi in pezou kei mah le ung, awlawl in ka pe tou ua, kum bangzah hiam nungin, ka pesiang zou uhi. Toupa' hon pidan ka ngaihtuah zel a, bangmah hiloute leng hon phawk a, hon domsang zel ahihdan khawng ka theih thakthak chiangin, ama' lam ka beel zawta hi. Lungkham-mangbat ziaka zu-le-sa a kibual mailou a, Pathian thu a kibual zawk ding ahihdan leng ka phawksuah hi.
Kum 17 sung vingveng, haksatak a ka khawsak nungun Pathian apan goutan 3 piak in ka om uhi. Khosakna leng nuamtuam deuh in, Project (thiltup) ka neih uh bangzah hiam leng ka mualsuah uhi. Mite eng ngoihngoih in ka om nawn kei deuh ua; ki-it zoh ziak leh kuhkal ziak a Pathian' vualzawlna ahi ka chi uhi. Inn-mun khawng nei a, khosathei tak a ka om chiang un, deihlou a hon hawlkhia ka tate ( sungkuante) un hon haza zel ua, ka siattheihna ding lampi uh a ngaihtuah zel uhi. Himahleh, kimawl lawmlawm nawnlou ahihman in, bangmah asai dok zou tuan kei uhi. Amau kam leh lungsim zang a hon nawk chiang un, lehkha lam pansan in ka daal zel a; nawkpuk zoh ding vual ka hinawn kei uhi.
Kum 3 sung nuamtak a ka pasal toh tengkhawm pan a, nuam sakhawm dek panpan a ka omlai un, damlouhna giltak hon nei hi. Nidang a mithupi khat ana hi sam ahihna ah, duhduh nezou a aom lai in ana kideek hileh bel tua a natna, avei kei maithei. Himahleh, thilteng kikhel ahi ta. A natna vei in, a mit lam lohsawn in, a mit hong mial a; kep petmah a kep angai ta hi. Zunsuak-eksuak a aom hun in buaipih angai a, ka zanhah hun leng atam mahmah. Ka pasal' lam te'n lah hon ngaihsak himhim kei zomah ua, buaihuai chihlouh ngal gen didan dang a om kei. Ka tate uh lah School kaithei vek mahle uh, naupang lawlai ahihman un, son ( zat) theih taktak di'n a om nai kei uh.
Huchi'a, kum bangzah hiam ka keptouh nung in, hong gimse deuhdeuh a, lupna ngak in hong om hi. Azun-le-ek khawng leng kinawn zoulou in om a, ka hihtheih tawp suah in ka kemtou hi. Ka kingaise sek a, achang in khamtheih sal ah ka lutkik kha dekdek. Keptheih-kepmoh a kum bangzah hiam ka kep nung in, hon omlouhsan hi. Meithai khat chu ka himai a, ka maban ding a bing mahmah. Himahleh, ittu leh deihsaktute' panpihna ziakin ka khawsa buai tuan kei. Ka pasal toh kum 20 val zek ka kiteen sung un, thil thak tampi ka zilkhia a, ka kipahna pen hong suak hi. Hon omlouhsan nung in leng, School lam khawng ah sem in, ka tate ka enkol tou a, tu'n piching vek ta hi. Hiaite tengteng Pathian' ziak ahi ka chilou thei kei.
Anuam mahmah lou khat ahihleh, tuni tanpha in leng ka pasal' zi masa' tate'n hon philden lailai uhi. Meithai kawm a, ka tate 3 toh innkuan tuam bawl hita mahle ung, hon phuksiat sawm in alang-alang mai uhi. Himahleh, amau' gintak bang ka hinawn kei uh. Gensiatna tuamtuam zangin hon heek in, nuaisiahna kampau kha taktak te hon zatkhum zel mahle uh, kou innkuan' lama Pathian apan ziakin, ka puuk nawn kei uhi. Hon gen mail eng, kal nawn a ka 'Operation' na ding leng, ka sunglam ahi. Nidang a kingaise taka ka omlai in, zu-le-sa ah ka na kihahbual law kha a, huai ziak a tua Operation ngai hial ka hi. Khenkhat in, nidanglai hun khawng nung-et in, zu-le-sa a ka kibuallai khawng 'changvom' in nei mahle uh, tu'n mithak ka hita. Pathian' lam a kikhek ka hita " chi'n hon gen hi.
Thupi ka sa mahmah mai a, gen didan tuan leng ka thei kei. Huchih sungin, a tanu leng kisilzou in anu' kiang ah hong tu hi. Ke'n leng, ka khulzinna ziak ka gen leh, hasotna kammal bangzah hiam hon gen a, hon hanthawn zou mahmah hi. Ka kihou sung un, dak 12:00 lam ana gingman a, a tanu nu'n common room ah ka lupna di hoihtak in hon bawlsak hi.
Anu'n, " Toupa Hon Pi Dan chih la, H P Runremthang in aphuah, ka lapi hi gige ahi. Ei' Labu ah leng om hi'n ka thei. Ka phone ah k'on 'play' dia, ngai in aw....ka hinkhua toh leng kigamla hetlou ahi " chi'n, hon play hi.
Ke'n leng, ka phone a Labu (Biakna Leh Phatna ) hong in, ka en kawm a; ka sakpih hauhhauh sam hi. A lathu ken leng hoih ka sakluat ziakin, anuai ah k'on taklang suk ding:-
Toupa honpi dan ka ngaihtuah'
Theihphaklouh te na hon thei a
Bangmahlou te na hon phawk a
Milian lak ah na hon simtel sam zaw
A lamdang ngei na hon pi dan
Si lah hilou hing minpu in
Gensiatna leh nuaisiahna na kal ah
Genthei bang a om a taksap him neilou in
Lungkham hun ah aw hon khamuan in
Ka gentheihna zong pahna na suaksak zel
A kal in gimthuak na mun ah
A kal in tawldamna mun ah
Kal suandan ka theihlouh in zong
Nang man paidan na hon sinsak thak zel
Tanglai Jacob khualzin bang in
Savuak lel in ka hong pawt a
Tu in zaw aw na vualzawlna
Ka sim zongin Toupa ka sim senglou
A kal in aw hui vungvung in
Dontu neilou banglel ka hi
Hizong thununna thuaklou in
Na ta hawmthoh ka hithei diam Toupa.
Huai la ka ngaihzoh un, " zingkal chiang a, naunu'n station tan hong kha di ahi, alarm ka set dia...k'on phawng di. Hoihtak ih ihmu in aw..." chi'n hon gen a, koumau lupna mun di chiat ka naih ua, ka lum vek uhi. Ke'n leng aguk in 'alarm' ka set a, ka ihmu suk pah hi.
Laigelhtu' Lungsung Pan:
Hiai tangthu ahihleh, thudik pansan a kigelh ahi. Himahleh, akip-akawi in a dik kim vek kei hial ding; a kipansan pen thudik chihna ahi lel. Mun min kizang pen leng a dik a hi sese kei. A paipi pen thudik ahi a, a kahiang neu nounou-te bel a kilawmkhawm ding a laktuah maimai ahi chihna dan ahi. A moral ( zuihtuak thu omte ) I en zaw ding ua, zuih leng zuihsawm chiat leng I chi hi.
3011 – Ka Kipak – 2015