Khuak I chih mihing sapum bawlkhawmtu leh taksa kahiangte munpi/innpi ahi. Huaiziakin, khuak hi I ngaihtuahtheihna, theihsiamtheihna, chiamtehtheihna leh thiltheihna I neihte thututna munpi ahia apoimawh petmah hi. Ei Zomi, mualdawn a teengte’n mipil leh laisiam deuhte, “Amah zaw, piankeen a pildeuh hive aw” I chi sek uhi. Huaiziakin, pilna leh siamna lam a midangte phaklouh ziakin mahni khuak neudeuh dia gintakna omkha thei hi. Pathian in deihsaktuam a eihlouh mah bang in khuak neudeuh a mi (nam) siamtuam neilou hi. Mihing khuak a let leh deudan thu ah kibang khin sipsip vek khol kei mahleh a tangpi’n mihing khuak 1.32kgs vel pha hi. Zomite leng khawvel a mihing khat hisam I hihziak un, I khuak uh neutuam theilou hi.
Pilna leh siamna I chihte khuak a let leh neudan thu ah a ki-nga kei hial hi. Khuak lian neih a phatuamna om tuanlou hi. Mahni khuak zatdan siamte’n a hamphatpih lel uhi. Lehkha I simte I manggilh pahpah ziakin mahni khuak neu deuh sakna leh lungsim hatlou sakna I neikha thei hi. Huchibang ngaihdan neih adik khin kei hi. Misiamte’n a suidan un, lai khatvei I simsa I etkik kei leh 100 lak ah 80 (80%) vel nikhat in ki-manggilh man chi uhi. Hiai in lungsim hatlouhdan hon theisak mahleh khuak bel thilhihthei mahmah khat ahi zel hi. Huchi ahihmanin, thil I theih pahpah a sawt I chepteh theihna dingin khuak sawizoi (exercise) a poimawh petmah hi. Khuak sawizoi I chih bel I laisimte etthakthak a ngaihtuah detdet ahi. Hi chia I hih chiangin lungsim a sukhat banah ngaihdan thak hong om thei hi.
Khuak in taksapum ah thu a neih man in a zatna ding bang a zangkha loute’n vangsiatpih mahmah uhi. Psychology gendan in 80% mihing natna KHUAK A HONG KIPAN ahi. Ngaihtuahna siangthou neih damtheihna khat ahi, chihna ahi. Huchi ahihmanin, lametna aom lai a I khuak/lungsim I sawi (discipline) ding uh ahi. Naupang sawilouh ahoih a omlouh bangin khuak sawilouh leng ahoih omlou hi. Khuak ahun a I sawi kei leh kikheel chih om thei hi. Ei Zomite I khuak uh neu ziak hi zo-lou in I khuak uh I na zattam nailouh ziakun mi phalou in dinmun niamzaw ah I om uhi. I khantouh ding bang ua I khantouh theihlouhna khat uh bel, “I mit un et theihtheih I en ua, sim theihtheih I sim ua, I bil un zak theihtheih I ngaikhia ua; I kam un banglouteng I pawng gen-gen ua, himahleh I khuak uh zangkha taktak nailou” I hihziak uh ahi. I khuak uh sun leh zan phial a laisimna a I zat ziakun zang tam I kisa kha maithei uhi. Ahihhangin, misiamte’n a gendan un mihing in khuak hihtheihna (potential) 100 lak ah 10 khawng phet zang chi uhi. Huaiziakin, mimal leh pawlpi khangtouhna ding in midang tung a kinga nawnlou in I khuak uh zattheih tawp in sangta ni. Swami Vivekananda in, “Mahni leh mahni kitoudelh theih tuh laisiamna taktak ahi” ana chi hi. Mi khuak zatsa a kingak (depend) hih laisiamna mitdel bang phet ahi. Mitung a I kingak sungteng lohching tatawk le hang le suan ding I nei tuan het kei uh.
Ipu-ipate hun lai tawh teh in I dinmun uh sang mahmah hi. A ziak I khuak uh a letzawk ziak hilou in I khuak uh ina zattam zawk ziak uh ahi. Tua I khantouhna un leng I khuak uh neutuamlou ahihdan hon theisak hi. Khawvel a mi thupite mualdawn a piang ana omkha tham uhi. Huai phet leng hilou in, mimawl leh dinmun niam mahmahte zong hong thupi mai uhi. Etsakna ding in: S.N. Bose (India) kichi leng nam sianglou (untouchable) apan hongpiang ahi hi. Siamsinna a mi laka a tel uh sianglou/phallouh ahihman in, class room pawlam apan heutute thugente ngaikhia in lai ana sin a, Science lamah theory thupi mahmah khat- “Quantum Theory Of Rediation” kichi ana mukhe tel hi! Hiai in I hihna leh I hihtheih dingdan ahon kawkmuh hi. Pathian, pilna Pathian ahi-a, michih tungah hihtheihna (potential) a piaksa ahihman in amau leh amau kipanpihte panpih hi. Laisiangthou inleng hichi’n ana gen hi, “Amah a kisim bang in, huchibang ahi”- Paunakte 23:71. Hiai bel, “We are the product of our thought” chihna ahi.
Tuchiangin, lasiamna bangkim bul kipatna ahi phialta hi. Mimal, Nam leh Gam khanna dingin lai pilna a poimoh a, huai I tunna dingin Nang leh Kei khut ah kinga hi. Tu hun khantouhna hun poimawh mahmah ahihmanin, khantouhna lampi zuih I hahbawl uh ngai hi. Khantouhna lampi hi-a ka theih tuh, “Mahni kimuanna, tupna leh kuhkalna neih” ahi. Hiai thumal thumte a tonkhawm louh chiang un half-person kisuak mai hi. Mahni kimuanna in tupna hon pia in, taangtunna di’n kuhkalna in a sepzui chiang in lochinna thuguk hoihtak hongsuak hi. Mahni kimuanna a omlouh chiang in I hihtheihna, siamna leh pilnate zatlouh in om kha thei hi. Huchibang mite Pathian leh mihing muantak leh zattaak ahi kei uh. Tupna kichiang neilou lawhsapna khat ahi a; tupna mumal I neihlouh ziak mah uh ahi, kuhkalna I neihtawm uh. Hihthei dia I kigintak sang a sang zaw tupna neithei le a hoih hi. Na tupna mun na tun theih kei leh lungke mai ke’n, a tungdek tungnailou deuh na hikha ding hi. Tupna neilou a siamsinte’n a utlouhna mun uh a tung/tang ua leh hihfuh kisa a lungkim sukmai a ngai maimah ding.
Haksatna I chih nopsakna ding lampi khat ahia, lunglutna tawh lungke lou hial a kuhkal tak a pangte’n nuamsa uhi. Haksatna ziak a paulam bawl a lungkia I om nak sek pen uh mi I phaklouhna khat uh ahia, I tawpsan ding uh ahi. Siamsinmi adi’n theihna leh siamna sang in tupna leh kuhkalna neih a hoih zaw, a hangbel hiai in siampen hihna hon pethei hi. Siampen hih tupna I neih chiang in I lawhchin kei leh lungkiakna neih baihlam hi.
Khuak in hihtheihna a neih I hamphatna uh ahia, himahleh zatkhelh ahihleh bel I vangsiatna hithei zel hi. I tu-nung hun ding eimah a akingak pen I zalenna uh thuguk khat ahi. Zalenna I neih ut-le-dah a zat ding chihna hilou in, I tupna uh I tun theihna ding ahi zaw hi. Ngaihdan diklou I neihte uh khek in tawpsan ni’n, mipil leh siamsate thugente gingta in, zuih tum le’ng khatvei tei amau bang I hong hi thei ding uhi. Ei mualdawn a teengte’n I dinmun, hihna leh manphatna theih a , khanlawh hun law-ta ahi. Eimah ah hihtheihna I nei chiat ua, midang I phaklouhna ding san uh omlou hi. Mimal, Nam leh Gam khantouhna, lawhchinna, damtheina leh bitna ding in bang chi bang in pan na tum ale? Kingaihtuah vengveng mah dih….. “Tunia na hihtheih ding zingchia di’n sit ke’n”- Lord Chesterfield in na chi hi.
[Admin Note: Hiai thugelh manphatak “Mualdawn khuak neutuam adiam?” chih Pu M. Kam Minthang (Trivandrum) in Zogam Tangkou essay gelh kidemna a 1spt prize alakna ahi. Zogam Tangkou, Marrch 1995 issue akipat hong kilasawn ahi. Amah ahihleh Amazing Grace (Abandoned Babies Home) enkoltu ahi a, Bungmual ah khosalel uhi]