Ka Pa Leitung Hinkhua Nanung Lam ah Cancer Natna :
By Kam Dinglian Guite
Zingkal khat chi thaksa(itching) diak leh a mel et tuam, vun(skin) daang kekouh leh eng diak bang ahingei ding, a tute nih (Momo leh Joyful)in pupu bangchi a dia aw a mel belbual chi uh a, Doctor Imphal lam ah va ki ensak himhim ni chi in kuankhia uhi. Lamka a doctor a ki etsak na sekte in Chronic Dysentry ahi chi in damdoi nekding ana pesek uhi. Hiai, huai test ding chihte om ngei vetlou abang. February 25, 2011 in Imphal ah doctor ki ensak in, a damlouhna pen bang natna hihiam chih theihtheih louh ahihman in test tuamtuam bawlin om hi. Aninawn February 26 in gintaklouh lamdaih in Pancreatic Cancer a diagonised in hong omphut hi. Anatna in a bile duct a block khakzek ziakin Juandice bang omsak in, a chi enggawp , a chi mun tuamtuam thaksa in kikhuat nuamsa hi.
Ka U in ipa damlou ahi chih ahon hilh ni’n chu ofis nasep a pai lamjang hetkei, ka omdan apat theisim a hi ngei ding a ka Manager in bangthu om hiam chi in hon dong hi, ka hilhleh poi a sakdan leh aman leng a Nu Cancer natna ziak ana taan ahihdan hon hilh in ka lung a sunuam kei semsem. Apawimoh bang bang a suty honpe ding ahihdan hon hilh mahleh ka lungsim anuam tuan kei. Ofis hi in inn hitaleh ka hun awl neihteng in internet ah Cancer thu toh kisai nasatak a sim in ka sui ekh ekh hi. Mitaima leh mifel,om maimai a kichih hun ale innkim innkiang, nulla hahsiang leh laibu tuamtuam sim khong a hunzang Ka Pa hichi mokphut a natna lauhuaitak akithei Cancer ana veidin ka koih kha ngeikei himhim hi.
Imphal a Doctor ten leng phualpi lam muanhuai zo sa a hingei ding ua, Delhi a Sir Ganga Ram Hospital ah refer bawl uh a, keileng suty la in Delhi ah ka kikhoh tou ngal hi. Sir Ganga Ram Hospital ah kong ki enkawl non ta uhi.Vanzat tuamtuam zang in a bile duct ki block na mun ah stent (eipau a Pipe neu i chimai ding) khat hon thuah sak uh a, phatuam mahmah ahiding a chithak pen hong damdeuh in ihmu bang ihmu thei mahmah hi. Tua hospital ah a hunchetchet in doctor in hong check up uh a, nekding leh neklouh ding te leh hihding leh hihlouh ding te hoihtak in hon hilh uh a zui ding in hongen uhi. Huchi bang bok in thil tuamtuam a hunhun a piak chetchet leh hih a om in damlou te a ding a lungmuanna tun tuan mahmah ding in gintakhuai bakah a ompih enkai tute a ding inleng navak huai mahmah hi. Eilam toh kikhe mahmah chihtuh eilam ale hichi bang omthei thou ta chu hi a, huchi a eilam a omthei lou di himhim khong a ana ngaihtuah kha den ihi diam I chi a hiven.
Doctorte'n a Cancer kha Stage-III na lam ahihtakdan leh hihding leh hihlouhding tuamtuam hon gen uh a, ka Pa adia a sawt tawp a Kha 6 sung khong hunseh ahihdan hongen zawmah uhi. Nang Pathian lah hilou chin a chihdi lah amau mitamtak ana enkolta, theilaw mahmahta ahihchiang ua, dikkei va chimok nadan lah ommok lou. Ka Pa’n anatna thei ut, lah kihilh ngamlou, ahoihlou lam ahihkhak zawk di kilau, kouleng hilhlouh phot mah a hoihzaw chi in Jaundice maimai ahihdan leh dampah ding ahihdan ka gen in ka khamuan uhi. Doctor pu’n (ka pa etkawlna a makaipa) na hilhlouh di uh, ama natna apat na dawng zangkhai theihna uh khat ahi chi, kalung buaipih tham mahmah uh hong pha. Ahihhang amah leng damdoi lam thei mahmah ahihna ah a kithei simding in ka gingta veve hi.
Delhi a khakhat vel ka ki etkawl khit un, hoihzaw leh dam zaw in, innlum a ki enkol ding in Lamka innlum lam konzuan uhi. Pathian ompihna toh aselam sang in hoihlam nawt in, innkim hah, Bible sim leh thil tuam tuam a sepzelte hon semzou nawn panta mahleh ama toh akibang non tatak kei, a gimpih khop aphata hi. Tawldam leh om maimai a ka om chiang in ka china zo chi maimah hi I khouh chiang in. Vengsung leh muntuam tuam apan ngainatu hongveh omden sam ahihna ah houlim ut, Delhi a a kietsakna leh a vanzat te uh,a inn a nopdan leh vanzat changkang asakdante gen in a tuithei mah mah uhi. Hongveh khenkhat lah a natna theizenpi, amah(Ka Pa)dong sese utbang,mi huchibang a damloute hichibang a om uh ahi chihte,a sungkuante’n i gem ngamlouh leh itheihsak utlouh tantan gen lah beilou,a khenlah hawng hanthawn leh thumsak bang,lungsim sunuam tuan mahmah leng tampi om veve zel hi.
Doctorte hun sehsak kha 6 hong beita,hat mah mah lai,doctorte genteng le zaw ana dik kim tuanlou mah eive ka chi lungsim hi. Himahleh a kha 8na a hong chin in atha hongchau tuan mahmah in, kep petmah hong ngai simta mawk hi.Ka Pa chikmah a lupna ngakden a omngeilou, kizen gige, mawk om maimai lou leh taima gige Cancer in hichitel a a thazawh mawk ka ngaihtuah chiangin natna in zaw kuamah zohlah neilou eimahve ka chi lungsim hi. Damna leitheih bang ana hileh neihteng kisuum zen a kilei ut lawsam di hia, natna/ damlouhna in kuamah a khentuam louh mihingte kibat lualna pen adiam Apple company pankhetu Steve Jobs bangleng Pancreatic Cancer ziak a si hi a chihkhong ngaihtuahna ah hong lut hi. A chang in a huntawp kuan a hita chih ngaihtuah in, ka hun paisa saupite ka lungsim ah hong kilang dundun zel hi. Ka neudeuh lai ua lou nasep dan tuamtuam (Louvat, Mangtawm, Loukhoh, Buhtuh, Buh-aat, Buhpua, Sazu kua tou)chihte khong a a nung ka zuih lai nite uh, Loukhou in vuahmal hongphin ninilh sim, khou gina peih nonlou thoukang thaktoh, Buuk a hon taipih pah di kisa I na kipah guuksimleh hon tha iit pih semsem lai nite bang, ngaman dia Tuivai lui a kuanlai, buukvan pawdia utlou pipi honzot lai, Vishakhapatnam khua a ettheih teng enkawm dia hongveh, hongzin a kavak lai nite uh (ka nu leh ka uhau toh), Tuisuahgiat ana kigen thupi mah a a letdan bang a genkhop lain nite hong kilang hi.
Delhi apat inn ka paikik nung uh sotlou in keileng ka sepna lam ka zotsan ta hi. Ka paisan tan in bel ahatlua hikeimahleh hongveh leh leengla hong pot te sawt loloulou tutpih zohzel bak ah ann nekdi chiang in annnekna dohkan kim ah hongtu zou zel hi (a lupna mun a piakding utlou leh annnek kawm a houlim a utdeuh ziak a leng kihatsak ahi khading). Ofis khong kaipan non in sepna a resignation nadia lai poimoh tuamtuam te saifel khit in Delhi lam ah kong leng lut tou hi. Niteng a a dinmun thei ut leh a kampau himhim le za ut ihihchiah ki phone gige a, a chang in a paupeih louh tantan ki houpih kha naksek hi. Himahleh lungsim ah chu a nuam hetlou khat a om veve hi, a ziakbel nikhat ahihkeh zankhat phone a hong ging dia, I zak utlouh pen thu zak in hong om khading chih bang ki ngaihtuah a lungsim suangtuahna pai in paijang theimokmok veve hi.
October khabul apat ka Pa’n hoihlam nawtsang in siatlam manoh dedeuh a om ahihdan ka hon za non leuleu hi. Amah ngei inleng lauh thong na khat nei ahingei ding , Imphal lam a hoihdeuh a va ki checkup sak leh ki etkol a utdan a gengen a chi uhi. Huchia Imphal a ava ki checkup sak uleh, ana admit ua, huchi in RIMS ah etkol in omtou non hi. Nasatak a natna bawltu Cancer cells te in nasem uh ahingei ding, zun bang tha theilou, khaihkhiak maimah ngai bang in om hi. Bangmah nethei lou, duh pen le neilou, duh nei hita mong leleng nethei lou,a neksun sunte lawkhia mai a om in kep petmah ngai hi. A gilvah ziak in (anatna ziak , anne a gilvah hilou) tulah tu hoih theilou lup lah ning in huchiin a hun a zang denta mai. A khenchiah nak haksa sa awmbing bang in omzel hi.
Tanau laina khenkhat veh utlua himahleh mahni Innlum a ki enkol a hihlouh man in zintuah na ding haksat ziak bang, gari tuangtheilou (kham)te ziak leh bandh leh strike te ziak bang’n ut lua hina pi veh theilou leeng om tham ding uhi. I ngaihtuah kik chiang in mahni innlum a ki et theihna di Damdawi in hoihtak kitasam ahihdan leh daktor siam tatak kitasam lua leng hinonlou hang a bang achia melmak gam a va ki ensak leh khakham va veiloh sese ding ihia chih bang ngaihtuahna ah honglut in sorkal lam peuh kihehsan thei mokmok hi. Taang zou nawnlou leh aw suakzou nawnlou khop in a natna in zou thoh gawp ahihdan zak in om leuleu mahleh amah bel damkhe dia kigingta tinten in, a hongdam chia a thilhih ding leh thiltuamtuam geel nei ahihdan genzel a chi uhi.
Ka U(uSiam) in I pa tanchin tomkim ana gelh in chia hon message in thilsau pi gen hi a ka theihman in ka lungsim a nuam hetkei hi. October ni 31 Seppatni nitaklam class lakhin inntung phet, kanau in hon phone dih chi in messasge honkhak a (hon gendi nuam salou hidin ka ngaihtuah hi), hiai hon message ma ka kihou nanungpen un tuni ipa gimtuanlua, Oxygen kipia..Oxygen le paihoih theilou a I ute’n oxygen buuk dang va buaipih uh chih khong le hon gen kha hi. Ka phone kik leh, “I pa si”, hon chiguih mok hi, ka manglam mah bang in ngaihtuahna a mumal thei hetkei hi.
Bangchi dan a bei a chia ka dotleh, nakthei lou a om, nakhaksa, oxygen buuk a omsapen paihoih theilou, oxygen buaipih a a lang lang a buai a om ung a, huchia ka buai vengvung lai ua, “ipa nak nawnlou mah bang”, chi a lauhthon sim thuah in i ukiah (Uching)gen khin manlou phial huchia ka Un le sam ekh ekh, houpih, va sawi ekhekh mahleh dawngnon lou in, cancer natna huaisetak thuak nonlou ding in ihmu paisuak ta ahihdan hon gen leh ka mitkha in a omdingdan saupi ka suangtuahna ah honglut a kidek a hak mahmah mai. Kenleng kanau college kai phone pah, bus a tuanglai zalou a hiding, a pick up kei. Hileleng hun sotlou nung in inn hongtung a, 'ipa si' chi na uThang in chih ka hilh leh “chimok” chi in gen di thei zawsam omlou mit pak likliak, ki hehnem thei zosam ding omlou in ka om uhi. Thumna nei in hilh dia poimoh te ban hilh khin, tanau laina, lawm le vual leh mituamtuam hong hoh khiukheu ua hun kazang khawm uhi. A nizing Sepnawnni 1st November in Indigote lenna Imphal tan paiding masapen in phurhuai hetlou leh nguitak in lenna vangkhua ka nautoh ka hon zuanta uhi……aban omlai di
Ka pa sihni, kum leh hun: October 31, 2011. Ahun : 6:25 pm khuamui panpan.